Saturday, February 28, 2004

12:53 AM || Eargasm: Duncan Sheik - Reasons for Living
I'm exhausted. As fun and exciting some things are, I still find myself worn out, drained, and pooped by the end of the day.

Seniors, the letters are coming starting next week. Yes, you know what I'm talking about. Those dreaded notes that hold the key to our futures, the letters that will either open or shut out the opportunities we have dreamed of as a child. It's gonna be an emotional month full of anticipation, happiness, disappointment, anger, jealousy, and regret. So if I don't seem like myself next month, you know why. Thank goodness there are things called appeals. Anyway, I just wanted to wish all the Seniors a very good luck with those letters (although luck wouldn't really do any good now), and that no matter what the results are, I still love you all the same. =)

Jason makes me so happy. I think transitioning from being best friends to being in a relationship really strengthened us. I think it's so true when Albert Hubbard said, "A friend is a person who knows all about you and still loves you." It seems as if Jason knows almost everything about me, the good and the bad, the silly quirks, the pet peeves, and yet even through all that, he still manages to find something he loves about me -- lets the good outweigh the bad. I love how he puts our friendship first before our relationship. And how he can always put a smile on my face. Thank you for being you. =)

Just looking through some quotes I had before, and found some from Dawson's Creek that I liked a lot. I will share them with you. Enjoy!

"You know, I’ve been thinking about what you guys were saying earlier, about boys being twits. And I think you’re right... but there’s more to it than that. ‘Cause, you know... sometimes all they have to do is just look at you, with that certain look, that look that says that you are exactly where they want to be... and you feel it too, for them... and you just melt, like a big blob of ice cream. Even when you don’t want to."

"I'm sitting next to my best friend in the world and my palms are sweating."

"Maybe it's the only way that we can finally stand on our own. Ya know, to hurt each other so much that we have no choice but to let go ... maybe otherwise we never would."

"You're probably right ... I'm sure I don't have any idea what you're going through. How hard it is to let someone go. How painful it must be to know that as right as you two are for each other, it doesn't mean you're right for each other right now. I wouldn't know a thing about that. About how it makes you want to scream, or hit someone ... or cry."

Brooks: And remember, you're still young enough to fall in and out of love a few more times before you get it right.
Dawson: That doesn't sound very fun.
Brooks: It isn't ... And it is ... And it isn't. But it's worth it. Every single time."

"I wanted to fall, it's just ... she believes in me, and I'm a dreamer so it's so good to have someone like that in my life ... and if she goes away, I don't know what I'm gonna do. She's my best friend you know ... she's more than that ... (long pause) shes everything."

Pacey: Would you eat them in a box? Would you eat them with a fox?" Suess.
Andie: I so hate you right now.

"Growing up sucks. Not all kisses are magic, and most boys do not live up to your expectations, but there are those times when everything, I mean love, romance, relationships, it all falls together perfectly and it's incredible."

"If we weren't so afraid to let go, we wouldn't feel so free when we finally did."

"We're really young and we're gonna screw up a lot and you know we're gonna keep changing our minds and our hearts and through all that the only real thing we could offer each other is forgiveness. Don't let yourself get so angry that you stop loving because one day you'll wake up from that anger and the person you love will be gone."

Joey: I think I love you.
Pacey: You think, or you know?
Joey: I know.

"Faith is believing in things when common sense tells you not to."

"Did it ever occur to you that you're so caught up in trying to make the right choice that you've never stopped to consider the possibility that there may not be a right choice, or a wrong choice, just a bunch of choices? All the really exciting things in life require more courage than we currently have, a deep breath and a leap. The kind of fear you're talking about... sometimes it's how you know what's worthwhile."

Andie: You guys are a bunch of cynics, you know that? I mean, what kind of high school memories will you have if all you did in high school was bitch and moan about everything?
Joey: Bitching memories.
Dawson: Moaning memories.

"I'm scared that I'm going to end up alone. I'm scared that I'm always going to be somebody's friend, or sister, or confident, never quite somebody's everything."

Pacey: You know, it's amazing. A personality like yours and you still can't get any dates.
Joey: Even more amazing: personality like yours and you can.

"How can you simply be friends with someone when every time you look at them all you think about is how much more you really want them?"

"I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I never asked for it to begin. For that is the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets. Everything changes eventually, that's just the way life is and you have no control over it. Like, suddenly, people who you think are always going to be there, they disappear. You know, people die and they move away and they grow up."

"I'm so tired of dancing around these big words... I just want to be honest with you... more that anything I want to be honest with you. But, do you think we're ready for that honesty? Because honesty is a big word and it changes things, and it complicates things. Are you sure you're ready for everything that goes along with telling the truth?"

"Dawson, I'm the girl guys are friends with, not the girl guys date."

"I don't blame myself for kissing you. I blame you for kissing me back."

"It was never about finding something better, Dawson. It was about finding someone who wasn't so close to me. So that I could tell where I ended and he began. In many ways, I feel like you've partially invented me, Dawson. And that scares me so much."

"You and I are meant to be together, Joey. Period. The end. Cue happy-ending music."