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Tuesday, September 23, 2003

10:23 PM || Surprising how this is only the third week of school, yet I feel extremely exhausted. School, work everyday from 3-7, planning for ASB events, stressing over dances, college, SATs, etc.. I wonder how I'm gonna get through the whole year! I feel like my body is gonna break down one of these days. Like all this stress that has been building up for so many years is gonna culminate into a really bad tragedy .. and that all this is gonna end up not worth it at all. *sigh* I really need a vacation. Or maybe just a visit to the day spa. Anyone up for it? ;P

Homecoming is really stressing me out. Argh. I think I'm making it a much bigger deal than it really is. Why does it seem so hard to find a date? Why am I being like this? BLAH.

At least I'm not as sick anymore. For the past week, I've been sneezing, coughing, pleghming (gross!), and losing my voice, while also being on my rag. I sounded like I got run over with a truck and had a frog jump into my throat. Now, I'm just sneezing and in the process of recovering to get my voice back. Thank goodness. Being sick sucks!

Can this week get any more slower? My goodness. I want the weekend already. I miss spending time with my hun. I miss playing like I used to in the summer. I miss going swimming with Da Crew. I miss so many things .. and more. I think I'm just emotional right now. I'm missing everything.

P.S. Is my music working? Can you hear it?

 

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Ryan Cabrera - Take It All Away
Yellowcard - Empty Apartment
Jojo & Bow Wow - Baby It's You
Babyface - Reason for Breathing
Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway

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