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Tuesday, May 13, 2003

10:52 PM || FiNALLY! It's about time we got those APs over and done with. Now let's just all hope for passing scores [even though the Chem test was insanely impossible!] Oh well, I guess I did all I could and there's no way changing anything now. I know I coulda studied a whole lot more, but lack of self-discipline is indeed one of my flaws. >:T On to other things!

MAN I had TWO chances to go to the American Idol taping for today & tomorrow's shows cause my friend has tickets! But unfortunately, I had an AP test to take today and tomorrow is my interview for ASB appointed office & the results are announced at lunch! AHHHH! Man that would rock so much if I got to meet Kim, Clay, or Ruben! Even better if I got to meet the judges! Dang that would be cool. Haha. The competition is getting really tough, and honestly, I can't really pinpoint who I think the winner is going to be. Last year it was totally obvious that Kelly was gonna get it, but this time they are all SO talented and loved by their fans. Kimberly is the really modest and sweet one who came out of nowhere to show the world that she can SANG! Clay is the best singer in my opinion and he deserves my vote if this competition was totally based on voice. Ruben is the fan favorite. He's just so cuddly and cute -- who wouldn't want him to be his or her very own giant teddy bear? I'd be happy with whoever wins. AHHH! I just saw Michael on FOX 11 news! He was rooting for Kimberly! Wow that was freaking cool even though it was only a couple seconds. Haha GOOD JOB MiKE for your 3 seconds of fame! =D

Things have just taken a turn for the worse. I'll spare the details, but to sum it up, let's just say that I'm stuck in a lose-lose situation. There's not much anyone can do, but just do me a favor and live life to the fullest everyday, because things can change at any moment to your disadvantage. It just sucks cause I feel like everything I've worked for is all gonna go to waste. Like suddenly, my goals and dreams have reached that unattainable place because of unforeseen circumstances. *Sigh.

"We all start out in kindergarten thinking
We can be anything we want to be
And by the time we get here
We've all lost that feeling
We've all started to believe whatever
Our friends or our parents have told us
About what we can achieve in life and who we can be
And we've forgotten about the possibility
We had when we were younger
That's the one thing we all have in common: possibility
If you believe in yourself
Even when the odds seem stacked against you
Anything is possible."
*Joey / Dawson's Creek

 

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