Friday, April 18, 2003

11:40 PM || Geez Louise. Spring Break hasn't been going as wonderful as it SHOULD be. I haven't done much in terms of anything worthy of being called FUN. Yesterday after the volleyball game, I was just waiting for a phone call from a friend because we were supposed to go out. But then nothing happened and I find out later that he "forgot about me," which kinda sucks, doesn't it? Then today, I was supposed to go out with another friend, but I think he forgot too because when I called, he didn't seem like he was planning to go out with me anymore. But maybe he did wanna spend some time with me and so he came over and we talked for a while and stuff. I kinda felt like he was being forced to be with me though cause I think he was supposed to go chill with the boys. =\ So yeah .. sucks to be me, huh? And what sucks even more is that for the rest of the break, I'm gonna be super busy preparing for APs in May and SAT II in May as well. Look at all the duties I have over there on the right side! Pretty busy I guess you can say.

I hate not being able to drive. As corny as it sounds, during those couple of months when I was able to drive places [even though it was just around Cerritos] I felt like I had so much more freedom than I have now. For example, I can go get bOba / S*Bucks / JAMBA or go food shopping whenever I wanted, instead of having to wait for Mommy to go grocery shopping so I have something to cook, or waiting for someone to call me up & ask me to go eat with them. It's such a hassle having to get rides from people all the time. And especially when my mom won't even take me to the places where I want to go. aRGh LiFE SUCKS right now. >_<