Monday, January 20, 2003
11:52 PM || well today was another day of absolute nothingness. in the afternoon, i dragged josie to come with me to watch the guys play football at CPE, so she came with me. hehe thanks hun even though you were freaking bored. lol. ;P it was paul's 18th birthday and he asked me to come so i thought it'd be nice if i did. so after that, big victor gave us a ride to josie's house, and back to "don't-wanna-do-anything-for-nationals" mode we were. a couple of hours passed, and we decided that we wanted to go visit peter pan's son victor at home, but he wasn't home yet so we were gonna wait til later. but then we found him at his friend's house, so we just let him be. then we invited edward to come over, so being the nice guy that he is, he did. we wanted him to sing to us (cause he sings really well) but he got all shy and didn't want to anymore. ;( boo edward! >;T oh well, there's always next time (nationals!)
so we were online, not really doing much in terms of getting nationals papers done, so we checked our trig grades online, and the disappointment came crashing down on me. i bombed the test i took on friday, so i currently have a 81.8%. and to qualify for AP Calculus AB next year, i need a 85% for the semester. and so we calculated our grades, and i found out that i need to get a 100% on finals + do all my homework + do well on openers/closers in order to get that. which is like merely impossible. so i figured out the possibilities, and i've come to the conclusion that i'm not gonna take AP Calculus AB next year. besides, i'm already planning to take 3 other AP classes + ASB, which is gonna be crazy time-consuming. and for sure, Senioritis is gonna kick in. so i guess my best bet is to just work my butt off for finals, so that at least my grade doesn't drop to a C, and then see what happens from there. but no freaking out if i can't get to 85%, because i had it coming. i knew i should have done those dumb online tests! >;[
no use complaining now. i guess it's my fault for slacking. =( tomorrow, i have work after school, and then back to josie's house for nationals papers. josie's such a good friend she even offered to study with me everyday this week & next for finals! aww i love ya josie-di! i'm sleepy now. goodnight!