Wednesday, January 29, 2003

12:01 AM || this week has been hectic to the max! today was the first day of finals, and i had ap english + ap us history/mun to take. the english one wasn't really all that tough, but the history one was freaking hard! it was so hard for me to the point that the words didn't make any more sense, and so i just practically guessed at the answers. i was really convinced that mr. mustard would just use the same comprehensive chapters 1-23 test as the CP students, so i just went over the review text with josie. but tough luck for me, because the test was nothing from the review text. so yeah. i came in with like a 83% in that class, so i hope that it won't bring me down to a C. if it does, then i am majorly screwed because i've never gotten a C in my life. ahhh!* tomorrow's finals are asb + trig. believe it or not, there is actually an asb final that we take. it's based on how well we listen during business meetings and all that. i have to do well in trig because i have like a low B right now, and so if i bomb it, then my grade might drop to a C too. dangit. it's so true how they say that junior year kills you academic wise. i feel like i've lost my motivation to do well in school. i dunno what it is. maybe i really don't have a passion for learning like i keep saying i do. or maybe it's the d*mn busy work that i absolutely despise. whatever it is, it's not good for my grades. if i keep up this horrible laziness throughout second semester, i'm so not gonna get into a good college. somebody really needs to slap me in the face and give me a wake up call.